Mind wondering moment

I don’t want what I can’t have. I’ve already held tightly onto all I could want and have had to watch it all quickly slip away from me. I can feel it something amazing, wonderful, terrible, just out of my grasp.i dream constantly about it. By the way, I do dream.on the brink of something that never comes.i either want it or be free of it.to push life’s fast forward button to the time when this is the past and I am happy again.