Archive for 12/23/2012

Aces beat kings

Posted in poetry,personal writing with tags , , , on 12/23/2012 by Forever_Broken

How come hello is always wonderful
The nervous eye contact
You can steal my heart with a word
Pull me into your world,, attract
Then kill me with goodbye
Break me into pieces
Leave me in a hole
I was playing kings and you,, aces
Memories I just can’t seem to shake
Remembering your smile
Remembering your taste
It throws me into total exile
With everything inside of me
With every breath I breathe
Ill cherish every memory
Shared between you and me
I hope your happy
Hope you sleep at night
I have my tears for company
So I guess ill be alright
Only 4 in 91 hours I’ve slept
Only chaotic noise in my head
Seeing your face everywhere I look
The way you stole my heart you must be a crook
I’m at the end of my rope I’m barely hanging on
“One Last Breath” is my life in a song

One last breath by creed:
Please, come now, I think I’m falling
I’m holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say, Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet Ain’t so far down

Listening to you speak

Posted in poetry,personal writing with tags , , on 12/23/2012 by Forever_Broken

I read what you write
Shed tears for you, you’ll never see
Wishing I could heal your heartache
Break your bonds and set you free.
You feel so all alone
Wonder if there’s anyone that cares
Your pain is very visible
You cannot hide it from their stares
Every word, every letter, every emotion that you pen
Opens up a wound to fester
Though your trying to repair
It helps so much to get it out
Clear your mind from every doubt
Just know I hear you when you spout
When you whisper when you shout
I absorb all your writings
Down to the very last lines
I understand what your feeling
I feel it all the time
I anticipate to see what thoughts you’ll share with me today
I wonder what is on your mind when in bed I lay
It’s a wonder you don’t know that your light it shines so bright
Lightens up a darkened soul
Like a star on a winters night

Prisoner of the night

Posted in poetry,personal writing with tags , , , on 12/23/2012 by Forever_Broken

I’m still here I’m still breathing
Barely notice the thoughts still teasing
Trying to peel another layer of my skin
Just to help the bitter poison sink in
Waiting watching the time just passing
Like there’s somebody I’m expecting
Truly is a hoax the thing I know about the most
Give me a glass I wanna make another toast
Here’s to the bad times
Here’s to the sad times
Times in my life when I didn’t give a damn times
Here’s to the past always has to be rehashed
Prisoner of the night but I’m not gonna let it last

I almost had you I could almost see
You were healing my heart but I couldn’t let it be
Forgot how to love forgot how to trust
Forgot how good being in your arms was
Now I’ve lost you I let you go
Now that your gone please say it isn’t so
Now I’m reaping all the demons I’ve sown
I’m lonely tonight if only I’d known

Being in your arms is where I wanna stay
Being in your heart I don’t want it any other way
Break these chains I wanna be set free
Break down these walls bring me back to me

Thanks for the times the good and the bad
Thanks for the nights you fell asleep in my bed
Thanks for the courage when i was scared
Thanks for holding me down when I was despaired
I didn’t mean to hurt you didn’t want to make you cry
Didn’t want to keep you down had to let you go to fly
So I guess this is it the end of our song
Something i knew was bound to happen all along