Just a thought

Tell me, tell me is there ever going to be a change?
Show me, show me how to feel again I’m numb inside.
Just a spark is all I need to start a fire
To burn away this pain
But the truth is getting in the way
So ill have to make it to one more day

I can hear what your saying
Without you making a sound
The truth under the lies your telling
What you tried to hide I found
You pulled away when I tried to get closer
Broke me in pieces when I was finally whole
Erased me completely not even a memory
Left me empty inside my heart is stole

My life is broken my body is scarred
My eyes are blinded to this beautiful world
Blinking in the darkness looking for light
If I concentrate hard enough maybe I can get through this time
Maybe even make a fight worth fighting
Pain worth savoring
Life worth living
Joy worth holding
Never mind I was wrong
Ill always be alone
From the ground looking up
It doesn’t seem so far
To fly off to a better place
Find a new forsaken star