02/21/13

So you called me up
Didn’t think you would
You gave up on us
So now I don’t understand
I spent two long months
Trying to figure shit out
I was finally down
With the fact you weren’t coming back

Cause when I lost you
I couldn’t figure out who I was too
Crazy don’t describe the things I would do
Lost and didn’t have a clue

Cause I was in too deep
Couldn’t find my way out
Had my heart in your hands
And now I’m forever damned
Something good we were
Was like nothing I’d ever felt
And I don’t want it to end
But I guess I’m not in your plans
The best love that I never had

Nights
go
by
and I’m getting use to
This
cold
bed
if you would just stay
out
my
head
I could maybe get a little sleep
Days
drag
on
and you would think that since
your
long
gone
I’d go out on the streets and find
A
New
Love
But baby that isn’t me

Cause when I lost you
I couldn’t figure out who I was too
Crazy dont describe the things I would do
I didn’t even have a clue

Cause I was in too deep
Couldn’t find my way out
Had my heart in your hands
And now I’m forever damned
Something good we were
Was like nothing I’d ever felt
And I don’t want it to end
But I guess I’m not in your plans
The best love that I never had

Jealous of the nothing you now live in

Jealous of the nothing you now live in
The quiet noise of an empty room
The sweet appeal of a cold dark bed
No pillows to lay down my head
I wake each morning with a pounding in my head
Surprised that I’m not dead
Looking with blank stares at the clock
Waiting for you it never stops

Loving the night it’s the days I dread
Hearing your voice inside of my head
Smelling your scent as I pick up your clothes
Knowing there’s nowhere else I can go
Stealing your kiss while your fast asleep
Breathing your breath never breathed in so deep
Forget that I’m better with you gone
Now if I could just forget your song
You sang it up me while I Laid in the sand
You stroked my sun kissed skin with your left hand
You left me crying your name in vain
That moment you left has me going insane

A fanatacy

love can change the brightest sky,turn it into darkest night.
love can conquer any fear,love can wipe the smallest tear.
love can open many scars,love can break the hardest heart.
love can save a rainy day,love can take your breath away.

Nothing can make me forget,how you felt, how much you meant.
Nothing can be quite the same,without your love my life’s modane..
I don’t know just what to do,to get me over losing you.
I can’t go on another day,this pain inside won’t go away.

around each corner,around each bend,I’m lost,confused,insane again,
everything is soo messed up,it’s like this pain is never enough,
just keeps on comming,stronger still,time itself,it doesn’t heal,
whoever said that must not have known,a love this deep cant be resown..

I guess that how this story ends,there’s no sequel,no time to spend.
There’s just a girl that’s left alone,to face this life of hers now unknown.
She’s falling down,she’s getting up,once running free,now needs a crutch.
She waits for someone who will never come,she wastes her life like a song that’s not sung.

so I guess its best to close this book,just walk away,no second look.
Just forget the dreams she use to have,and make the best of a life gone bad.
sit in silence and say her prayers,to her God in heaven and hope He hears,
and if she’s lucky He’ll grant her wish,but knows there are ones down here she’ll miss.

But thinks it would be easier still,to let it go,and cross the veil.
and never have to make amends,to all the people she’lll hurt in the end.
Life’s not what you make it,its a thief in the night.
takes what it wants in the blink of an eye.

So,,love can change the brightest sky,turn it into darkest night.
love can conquer any fear,love can wipe the smallest tear.
love can open many scars,love can break the hardest heart.
love can save a rainy day,love can take your breath away.